...don't post anything for months and months.

I've been so busy. Things were awful first semester, and I was bored and lonely and sad the majority of the time. Now, however? I seem to be doing considerably better. I'm into some good music and I'm friends with some good music. That, and I got a boyfriend who's pretty much the most fantastic thing I've ever dealt with.

Alternately, it's gross and cold and windycloudy outside, I have tons of homework to get done, and there's no hot water in my building right now. That and I'm failing my classes hardcore because I don't care about school right now. I live for the weekend when I get to see my boyfriend, and to tell the truth, that kind of disgusts me. Because I shouldn't put priority like that in a person. It should be a different category, you know?
And then, another shitty thing I don't really enjoy is the heightening tension between my roommate and I. She's my best friend here, and I love her to death, but unfortunately the longer I'm around her, the less intelligent she seems. She's sneaky and manipulative and indignant and the worst part is that because she's in the honors college here, she thinks she's smarter than me. Truly, not the case. She does the things I do, wears what I do, dyes her hair black, she eats what I eat, only listens to music she's heard from me or from her boyfriend, and after a conversation or debate she will recycle my insights verbatim. The reason? She has no insights of her own to offer. She fancies herself a writer and doesn't have a creative bone in her body, using cliches and previously manufactured ideas, claiming they're her own. But whether these ideas came to her consciously or unconsciously, it's becoming more and more intolerable, for the pedestal upon which she hoists her ego is so high as to supercede the heavens. Oh yes.
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